| Oh... fuck you life.... |
[Nov. 7th, 2009|09:47 am] |
I'm over 5K behind in NaNoWriMo.
I'm STILL sick and I spent all of yesterday in bed. My parent's still think I'm fine but I am NOT. It doesn't help that I have to pick up my brother every weekday in the cold and the only medicine we have that I can take is ibuprofen. IT DOES NOTHING.
I'm almost positive that I have bronchitis. I have no idea how bad this is untreated because my parent's refuse to go out and buy me medicine. Since I also have asthma I'm surprised I haven't suffocated yet.
School? Don't ask... I'm going to have to call and see if I can drop classes and re-take them...
I'm so fucking depressed it isn't funny. I can't even think about writing without being sad... |
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[Nov. 6th, 2009|11:42 pm] |
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Aaw, Friday night....
Turned out to be a better Friday night then originally expected. One I go to come into Eugene for the evening and be at my moms house, which is always...interesting, to say the least. 0_0; But I also got to have one of my best buddies ever, Kat, over for a sleep over! *snuggles her* I hardly ever get to see her so this is nice~<3
Since my mom, stepdad and dad were going out to dinner, they gave Kat and me money to go out ourselves. :9 Which was simply amazing~ :)
So in comparison to last nights post of random BLEH!! I think you'll find this one to be rather relaxing, and blissful in comparison. :D
I was talking to my mom, kinda Ugh-ing about my computers up-most failure in the photoshop department, making the $200 she spend on my Bamboo Tablet a complete waste of money--she offered to buy me a new computer. o_o; [I was even ASKING her, I was just venting cause she asked me about the tablet and how I was liking it]
She apparently is buying my brother this $300 computer for "school" and stuff, so she said if I could find one in the same boat, then she'd jump and me one. *flails with happiness* My computer is *seriously* having some issues right now so this is just a blessing....*hearts*
I found one that is really good and will probably last me a long time for $500 [on sale]. But my mom is super hesitant about it. :/
However, I *did* remind her that mine isn't just for dinking around online and chatting on AIM/MSN this is for a more academic pursuit. Art/Comics etc. Which considering my lack of wanting to go to college right now, this would be good for me and she knows it...
I did a bunch of research tonight and am going to really SELL the point home tomorrow morning and hope for the best~ *crosses fingers*
We're about to go watch this awesome movie, Perfect Blue. I seriously love this movie and seriously makes me want to exploit Lemon Martini's MIND FUCK moments. *_*
Gah. So good. I love this producer. [and so does my dad apparently. xD] Gah, maybe if I DO decide to go to college, I'll do Sequential Art and be about do make stuff like that or something.....*u*
Wow that would be awesome.....*goes off in imagination land*
Okay, movie needs to be started now~ :) Until tomorrow!!
P.S.
Kai and Shinichi are having fun.
P.S.S
Not the Shinichi from Meitantei Conan |
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[Nov. 6th, 2009|04:11 pm] |
True Blood (Sookie Stackhouse/Anna Paquin), Jean Arthur, Grace Kelly
  
The rest are HERE at my journal |
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| also, i forgot to add her to my update! |
[Nov. 6th, 2009|12:32 pm] |
Extremely rare Yujin Suikoden V Lyon figure.
Asking $45 shipped anywhere in the US (in a box, with bubble wrapped).
Will totally haggle, since I don't want her anymore.
Mint in package. Goes for $88 + $23 shipping on eBay.
Extra photo one, extra photo two.
(Will do partial trades only for this, this (THIS COVER VERSION ONLY; MUST BE US ENCODED, NOT PAL!)!
You can have whatever you want basically for this!
Also looking for Twin Peaks Complete Series Gold Edition boxed set & The 4400 novels!)
Etc!
- Any games $10 or under are now buy three or more for $6 each!
- Final Fantasy doujinshi here.
- Other series doujinshi here (a LOT of Suikoden V!). ALL SUIKODEN DOUJINSHI IS BUY ONE, GET THE SECOND OF LESSER PRICE HALF OFF! I have some Meruvis/Asad doujinshi I haven't posted yet, as well. If anyone's interested, please let me know.
- Everything else (mostly video games) is here. |
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| Kiss my ass, dude. Seriously., |
[Nov. 6th, 2009|12:19 am] |
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| |  grumpy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Everlasting - Detective Conan movie 6 | ] |
Feeling a little bummed at the moment.... :/
( GAAAHHH )
Gah. Sorry, F-list. I am just frustrated with life right now in case nobody noticed. x_x;
I am annoyed because I can't find a job, I am annoyed because of [some of] my FUCKING ASSHOLE friends, I am REALLY PISSED OFF with my fucking computer. It Hates fucking photoshop which makes doing comics or even attempting the 'making comics' near impossible because I need a computer which can actually handle FS, but, here's the kicker, I don't have the money to get that fucking computer because I don't have money.....*cries*
I should just get an light box and aim for doing comics that way. Sure as fuck know it'll be a while before I have the funds for that smexy computer I need......*kills something*
I think I'll ask for a Light Box for Christmas. This is BS.
A positive for the sake of being positive because I hate this emo-wanker posts most of the time....
I had a cute/surreal dream about my characters/couple ZeekxFreya from my story Lemon Martini. I had a dream where they were....doing the deed. o_o; But it wasn't as "Ew you're a pervert" as you might be thinking.
In my dream, it was their first time doing it with each other. [they never do it In the story...] And it was all very surreal, slow and beautiful--not erotic with bodily juices and cocks everywhere. x-x;
It was one of those dreams where you wake up feeling very peaceful and happy. They experienced what sex SHOULD be--between two people who love each other and they deserved sharing the experience together. Even if it only happened in my dream.... *gets off soapbox*
which you know, even though it was only a dream, it felt like it really happened in a weird way. [another Julie's insane moment *gasp*]
Bleh. More writing needs to be done. :O
Once I calm down a bit, I think I'll do that....*breathes*
.....I should also try and read a bit for a while to try and inspire myself and just in general, relax.
[also, fuck you people who say to me "just chill" when I'M NOT EVEN UPSET. :/ face doesn't mean I'm throwing a tantrum, cunt-wad. You will KNOW when I'm throwing a tantrum. x_x furfjkrfkrmfkrjbefkemfkmeeje]
Also, I still want my Conan DVDs. =_= |
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| submission reminder |
[Nov. 5th, 2009|07:36 pm] |
The next Secret Post will be on
Monday, November 8th.
Currently there are 2 secrets submitted. If we do not reach our target, the next post will be on
Sunday, November 14th.
You do not have to watch the community in order to post a secret.
Submit your secrets here! |
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